
Self-portrait with Portrait of Bernard (Les Misérables)
Paul Gaugin
oil on canvas
55 x 45 cm
1888

Rebirth of a negative, creation of a positive
The canvas stared into your eyes
As you thought of what to create next.
But the misery
And the depression
Filled the back of your brain,
Clouding your thoughts like a shadow
Overlooking the object it follows
And making yourself think
Why do I create?
Before being consumed
By the negativity in your head,
The palette of colors sitting next to the canvas
Caught the attention
Of your wandering mind.
The warm colors
Brought back memories
Of your mother’s raspberry jam
The red pigment and
The sweet, but tangy taste
Makes your perception better
Cool colors start to also take your attention
The blues remind you of the tropical hideaway in your thoughts.
A place that you went
To relieve the stress,
Aching the parts in your mind
That never seemed to disappear.
Even if the pain
Can’t escape your imagination,
There would always be
A laugh in the sea of sadness
Your mentality focuses to reality,
Realizing why you do your job
And that is to
Make.
Good.
Art.
Eyes started to focus
On the blank,
Colorless
Canvas in front of yourself
And you begin to create
A masterpiece.
Self-portrait with Portrait of Bernard (Les Misérables)
Desmos analysis
Cory Fife

Untitled
Cory Fife
Digital image
2017